New Blog... finally

so i haven't blogged in forever, and i have had this missing link in my life where my blog once filled... so not too much has changed since my last blog. Just started my 2nd semester of college and i don't have anybody in my classes that i know. (which i will use as a challenge to meet new people) It's a little different without my friend, Mason, in my class... cause i'm used to being dynamic duo with him on everything including jokes. But this will just give me an oppurtunity to work on my skills as a whole when meetin new people. So I have this friend, Heather, which i have come to care for. :)I just don't understand why i have to fall for her even more everytime i see her...despite the fact that every sign seems to point in the opposite direction, i seem to see past her flaws... and in some weird and crazy way, like her because of them. I know what you are thinking... "Matt, just marry her and you two can live happily after..." Well, there is a catch obviously, and that my friends, is that she has a boyfriend. I don't want to hate the guy, because he seems like a cool guy. It's just that he stands in the way of a me and Heather. I have come to adore her in every way and haven't felt this way about a girl before. And why i was being lazy earlier, i was thinking how i'm gonna feel when she transfers... it's most def gonna suck majorly. But i also don't wanna look back and think of how i spent my time going all out for this girl and it was for nothing. So this is the dilemma i face... feel free to comment your opinions, like seriously. but for now thats all world. Night